Poem for Rembrandt
It must have hurt you that winter morning
when the creditors in their stiff wool
descended like so many vultures
clucking and nodding, auctioning off
the paintings and etchings: Dürer
Rubens, Brueghel, Holbein,
then the helmets, visors, and breastplates,
antique stage props and costume finery,
your African masks, the Carpathian saddle,
Javanese shadow puppets, zithers
and gongs, even the flayed human arm
and hand afloat in a tank of gold fluid.
You buried two wives and three children
and wandered the levees in plague time,
sketchbook under one arm, past the linens
of the newly dead soaked in vinegar and
laid out to dry, while the prodigal world
kept offering itself, a blotched, aging mistress
you never abandoned. You loved what was tattered
and breaking down, the herring pier's pilings
eaten away, worn through by seaworms and ice,
or the rash corroding a soldier's cheek, paint
scabbed over, chapped by the wind: Jeremiah
musing on Zion's wreckage or St. Paul entranced
by fatigue, his sleeve mottled with lampblack.
In this late self-portrait one hooked vein throbs
below your relentless left eye.
From: Fortune, Eastern Washington University Press, 2006 |